There's no time for regrets but how can one not have the feeling of being regretful. Is it possible to be regretful for an action that was done unintentionally?
I may have unintentionally scared certain people away and this makes me feel so regretful. I should have behaved or spoke in a certain way...I might not end up the in this situation I am in today.
I may have also unintentionally scared certain boys away because of what I have in me and this makes me feel..not regretful, but sad. I understand....I mean, how many of us want to end up with someone with Lupus or Multiple Sceloris or a debilitating disease? It's a tough decision.
So how do I live everyday knowing that I may never have a family of my own or a chance to be with someone for the rest of my life? (the personification of that someone comes into my mind)
"Aloneness does not have to mean loneliness" - Josh Grogan author of 'Marley ans Me)
God is enough.
and some dogs too....
May He give me the strength to face whatever the future holds for me.
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