Sunday, April 06, 2008

I never...

expected such predicament to happen. And sometimes I feel that I'm too feeble and courage-less to face them. Honestly speaking, I cannot wait for my term to end. But then again, it is my Lord and Heavenly Father that I'm serving, and shouldn't there be NO limits in serving him? But sometimes, the cross seems too heavy to bear. Sometimes I feel tired and discouraged because of...people...myself included. Yes, sometimes, I'm discouraged with myself because I always make mistakes. Stupid mistakes.

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Some lingering thoughts...Thoughts from God? Somehow these thoughts have not gone away from me...probably it's not a coincidence because I forget easily...

' I will run to You. To your words of truth. Not by might, nor by power. But by the Spirit of God.'

'Be conscious of the presence and power of the Holy Spirit'

'Commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established' Proverbs 16:3

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I fear this coming week. But it's still going to come...unless my Lord comes the second time, or he comes and take me away. I cannot run away from this week...no I cannot...But I'm afraid...

  • Cytogenetics test tomorrow..great...and I'm here typing this
  • Committee meeting on Wednesday
  • Group assignment and presentation on Wed. Bagaimanakah agama anda berupaya untuk melaksanakan penambahbaikan terhadap kendiri dari aspek minda, fizikal dan jiwa? Jia Hui and I will be doing on Christianity. There's going to be a mini interfaith dialogue this Wednesday in my class...oh dear...
  • Committee Planning Retreat from Fri-Sun at Bukit Tinggi. This is my hardest responsiblity...sigh...my 3rd time attending CPR....I'm tired...
  • Technology in Education test on Friday.

1 comment:

Jia said...

"I can do all things through him who gives me strength."

Hmm, we are all in this together! Don't be discouraged by people and situations, or even yourself. *i am saying that to myself, too*

You are doing well, Panjang. Really. =)

See you in class! =)

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