So I've started my classes...

I've decided to drop my Chemistry subject after knowing that its very tough from my seniours. I don't want to take a hard subject for one of my luar jabatan courses because my main subjects are tough enough. So for my luar jabatan subjects, I plan to take a geology and a geography subject next semester.

I'm slowly beginning to like this new semester and it really takes time. I want to thank God for what had happened today. You see, I went in slightly late for my Asas Falsafah & Pendidikan class(forgot to ask my friend to keep a seat for me,silly me) because I was in the computer lab trying to change my subjects. So..I had to sit on the stairs with some others. And then the lecturer came is and she told all those who were sitting on the stairs to leave the lecture hall and join the other class...Oh no!... If there's no more space then I had to drop the subject. But then suddenly, a girl from behind me told me that there's en extra seat. Thank God!. I was the only one from the rest who did not need to go out. What a day.

And I think my biology lecturer is a Christian because she said ' Hallulujah, thank God' after saying that we only discover what is there on earth because we humans cannot make those things(such as our human cell, plants, etc) She's been so encouraging to us during our first lesson. And she said that God has a plan for putting us here in UM even though we may not like it. Since we're placed here, we must do our best in everything and enjoy the life here. See, our lectures won't be so boring if we have lecturers like her.

Semester kedua, Sesi 2005/2006

I'm having the mood to update my blog which doesn't come so frequently.

It's after 12am, a new day, a new semester. I'm really trying to be optimistic here because I really don't have the mood to go back to uni. Well, life still goes on,rite?. I'm satisfied with my previous semester's results. Really, it's by God's strength and His mercy that I got those results. Quite sad because I don't have anymore Geology subjects. I really enjoyed studying it, suprisingly, and also because of much encouragement from my sister.

So this new semester, I'm taking the following papers:
TITAS II
Biologi Populasi
Biologi Sel
Amali Biologi
Prinsip-prinsip Kimia
Asas Falsafah Dan Pendidikan di Malaysia
Perancangan Ko-Kurikulum Dalam Sains

I commit everything to God...

Move in me

A very meaningful song by Michael W. Smith

I am only human
Struggling to find
Confidence in all that I believe
You are only holy
You are love divine
And you have said to ask and I'll recieve
So I have come to pray
That you will come and fill
The hunger here inside me to grow
Stronger in the faith
There's a longing and a need
To have you ever closer
Come fill me

Cause when you move in me
It's like a symphony
The timeless melody
That soothes my soul
Though silent I can tell
That you're alive and well
Cause I can feel you move
In me

What they try to tell me
Is that Your is false
And faith is just a wayI choose to feel
And that there was no meaning
To You upon the cross
And I should reach for something that is real
And when those words are said
The questions in me start
And I don't have any answers
Until I stop thinking with my head
And start listening to my heart
And there I find my assurance
I tell them

Chorus

What I was thinking while cycling around Taman Seri

What happens after we die?How is heaven like?What is it like seeing God face to face?We won't live on Earth anymore. I'm just wondering how different it would be. No suffering. No pain. No disappointments. No sadness. Everything that was accomplished on Earth will be useless. Our success. Our titles. Our wealth. What will be of worth, that will last for eternity? Are we living our lives to the fullest? Do we think we are living our life to the fullest? How do we know? Are we doing things that will have an eternal value?

Christmas........

Christmas...has been quite lonely,
Amelia is not here for the first time,
Timmy & Aida,
The two brats Daniel and Andrew plus the little angel Laura are not around,
It's so different,
BUT,
on a happier side,Mike & Wuey Ping with thier mischivious daughter were here,
Debbie really entertained us a lot, I'm so amused by her!

This Christmas, I pondered on the grace of God. How He so freely gives us grace which we do not deserve and we so often take it for granted...what we do does not count in order for us to be saved..God sent Jesus Christ to save us while we were yet sinners.I thank God that I can have Him as my comfort when life seems so hard. Life can be hard and I'm faced with some disapointments and challenges sometimes.

This Christmas, friendships were renewed. I thank God for friends who are there to encourage one another to grow in the Lord and to cheer us up when we're sad. I thank God for some close and special friends who will always be there when I'm in need, to be crazy enough to make me laugh like a crazy person :-) I'm so grateful and thankful.

This Christmas, I am touched by the evangelistic meetings we had. The 1st one in Chodoi-I pray that the hearts of the people will be touched by the message and that soon they will receive the gift of salvation freely.
The 2nd meeting in TPG-I'm so excited to see so many people who turned up even the Indians. I thank God that our 'Saturday Sunday School' has many children. I pray that as the seeds have been planted in these young children, it will grow deeply and be nourished by the Word of God. I'm so happy to see thier enthusiasm to learn more about a God who was unknown to them before.
The 3rd meeting in the orang asli village. I'm so touched to see so many people esp little children. They were so excited to see so many people (and so much food!). I'm specially touched to see many of my former orang asli students. Surprisingly they remember me! I pray that they will open up their hearts to receive the good news which they've never heard before, to understand that there is a God who loves them so much.
Finally, the last meeting on the 24th Dec. I thank God for giving me the opportunity to take part in it and I really enjoyed it so much! The performances were good and especially the sketch(although I cannot understand a bit what it means). I thank God dat many people turned up and maybe God has a plan for them to come and I pray dat someday(soon), they will come to God.

This year's Christmas has been so meaningful. I'm really am so overjoyed! Honour & Glory be unto God!

For unto us a child is born,
to us a son is given,
and the government shall be on His shoulders.
And He will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.