Sunday, February 12, 2006

If I were to compare myself to when I was 18/19 years old, I feel that I'm so different. Now I can be so moody and sometimes so melancholic..I also don't know why..probably because everything is so different and its like a transition period for me. Also I think I've become more demanding not for material things lar..but rather I want things according to my way so I ask God to do this, this and this...terrible me..

Anyway I thank God for what happened this month. Chinese New Year was a real hebat time for me. Everyone came back and the house was packed with people. We had an additional member, baby Laura with us to celebrate this time...hmm..it seems that ever year there will be a new member..God is good! :-) As usual mummy cooked her trademark dish-oyster chicken which is my favourite dish. Something unique about my family is that during our reunion dinner, there will be three Chinese(and another half Chinese half Kadazan), 5 Chindians, 3 Indian-Chinese-Kadazan, the rest are Indians ..let me see did I leave out anyone? :P it's complicated but it's truly Malaysian...we have the 3 main races in our family: Chinese, Indian and Bumiputera. Then as usual we will have some yee sang Wuey Ping will prepare it every year. It's not everyone's favourite but I like it a little..hehe..Well, overall, I had a great time. In fact more than I had during Christmas because this time everyone was at home...hmm...but let's see..If I marry a Chinese then I wont be able to come back during new year then everyone will miss me...hehe..what am I talking ..it's a long time more.

Well, I hope to be more optimistic in life. To look at the brighter side of it and not to remain in the dark side. But it's hard to say. Suddenly you are thrown into a situation which you don't really like. And then when we feel so uncomfortable, we start to complain. I think life can be interesting and colourful. It's how we choose to see it and live it. I think today is a happy day for me..thank God..I just pray that everyday will be the same :-)

My latest favourite song by Delirious?
Stronger

We're getting stronger every day
WE're getting braver in every way
Hallelujah here we come
We're getting stronger everday
Push through the waves that fall our way
Hallelujah, here we come
We're much stronger when we're one
Hallelujah here we come

Oh, I love you from the depths of my heart
And nothing here will tear us apart
Everything's beautiful with You
Everything's beautiful when you invade my life
And I'm living just to say I love you

We're getting closer everyday
Chasing the dreams that heaven gave
Hallelujah, here we come
We're getting closer every day
Into your arms I'm here to stay
We're much stronger when we're one
Hallelujah, here we come
Yes, I love You
Oh, I love You


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